October 26, 2016


I am sitting here, 
open heart and empty hand 
looking to the filler 
I used to be in change of this
But now its unfamiliar

Its calls me in the night
and makes its so that I cant sleep
As much as I try to fight
I know I am incomplete

Give me something I can reach
To bring some understanding 
I look for help in all directions
But the need is too demmanding

As the tunnel draws near 
I loose the light and falter
If only I had the strength 
to take this problem to the alter

But I am scared.

What will they think 
What will the say, I cant see past 
why is doesnt matter, And as 
I try to focus again my mind 
begins to scatter 

the thoughts come rushing in
to fast to stop
My inner being battling 
and than my heart drops 

And I am pulled in.

When does it stop
On the outside looking in
I scare myself, who i am
what am I doing
this has to end.

I look to the sky 
and send out my cry
this monkey on my back
it has to die
I cant accept 
this defeat, this my last siren
Lord Please hear me....

And my heart skipped a beat. 

The rain poured, I was scared
I felt alone, but someone was there
i was lifed up, and I looked down
I was no longer on the ground
As I floated through this space 
I looked around and saw no face

I tried to gather myself,
What matter of man?
And it became clear as 
I looked down to see
the footprints in the sand.

You saved me.

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